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3.18.2019

The King Awaits for you in the Secret Place


I close my eyes and wait for Him. 

All of a sudden I'm in His presence. 

He runs towards me and we collide. He twirls me around and sets me down. He lovingly gazes into my eyes and sees me for who I really am and not who the world thinks I should be.  The weight of the world is gone. I'm finally whole. He then takes me by the hand and we start running through the field of red roses. I can hear my delicate gown swooshing as my legs move to keep up with whom my soul thirsts for. The tall grass sways with the light and I feel an unexplainable freedom. We keep running and laughing until we reach a big greenhouse full of very large flowers. As He enters through the door I follow behind expectantly. In unison every flower opens up and turns towards His presence. He looks deeply into my eyes once again and begins to share His heart with me about His sons and daughters on the earth. 




In this moment nothing else matters. I am in the secret place with the King of Kings. The Lord of Lords. My Jesus. 

||This is the heart of the Father.|| 

Time and time again, I enter into the secret place. Even though earthly time keeps us apart, He is always there waiting for my return. Just like the prodigal son. With each time it is as if I never left. We pick right back up. He shows me His mysteries and sometimes when I return to the world's rhythm and time I don't have the words to describe the things in which I have seen. Sometimes I am allowed to share and other times my encounters are to be kept between the King and me.

You see, I tell you these things because  most churches do not teach you about the secret place and how to enter in. In some places they don't believe in the secret place and that  is a way for the enemy to keep you from exploring the depths of the Father's heart. I have a mandate from Heaven to share the Father's heart with you. It is the deepest most passionate and fierce love you will ever feel. It encapsulates you down to your soul. It is unrelenting. It washes over you and becomes a part of you. Everything you see, feel and hear gets embedded into the very fibers of your heart. Dead hearts come back to life. Minds are refreshed. Chains are broken and freedom is found. Mantles and mandates are received. There are impartations and fresh revelation. He shows you His beloved realms because every part of His Kingdom is to be shared with you. You are co-seated with Him in Heavenly places and we have access to what He owns.

// And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, Ephesians 2:6 //

Jesus is so passionately in love with you. Not the person you pretend to be on social media or the mask that you wear in public but the YOU that stares at yourself bare faced in the mirror. The YOU that once was a little child that freely ran and played with innocence. The YOU with hidden hopes and dreams that you've never said out loud. THAT is the person He wildly and lavishly loves.



When we never enter into the secret place, He still awaits for you as if you're coming. He never wants to miss the chance to be with you. That is how much He cares. That is how much he longs to be with you.

How long will you keep Him waiting?

I want you to understand that you live in duality. Once, you accept Jesus as your Savior you have access to that duality whenever you want. It is your inheritance as part of your sonship. Within that duality, it allows you to enter into the secret place with expectancy.

So  if we live in duality, co-seated with Christ the King then why aren't we being taught to see Jesus face to face?

Many leaders don't know how to teach something they have never experienced themselves.

I personally do not want you to live life without fully experiencing Heaven NOW. It is worth everything to be with the Father who gave up His life for us because He loves us to that extreme. If He did that for us to give us access to duality just like He had while on earth, then we owe it to Him to learn how to enter into the secret place and explore the unseen with Him.

People ask me, how do you spend time with Jesus? How do I get closer to God? How do I get to experience those "crazy" encounters?

I will be honest. There isn't a 1-2-3 , X,Y,Z method because methods are for religion.  It is with a raw and authentic yearning. You allow Him to have every part of your heart and without fear of Him knowing how broken we are. He already knows. Just allow him access to it.

// Call to Me and I will answer and show you great and unsearchable things you do not know. Jeremiah 33:3 //

You become friends with the Spirit of God so much that you can feel when He enters into the room. You close your eyes. You meditate and be still enough to hear Him speak. He invites you and you go by faith. You let yourself go. He gives you an invitation in your heart and you release yourself from the world. You step into your duality without knowing which realm you are in. The world fades farther away and instantly you see Him in His splendor. He will take you places, show you things and even takes you to Father God's throne room. It is in that realm that you really find out who you were created to be. It is glorious, it is healing and it is overwhelming.

If you allow yourself to contend for the secret place in prayer, you will receive it.

// Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7 //



The Lord is saying it is time to meet Him in the secret place. He has been patiently waiting for you to take the leap of faith. He wants to open your eyes to see and your ears to hear. Come out of hiding says the Lord. It is time to experience the life that I created you to live. You were never meant to be separated from Me. I long to hold you. I long to heal your brokenness. I long to show you who I really am. I am the One who was, who is and who is to come. This is your divine invitation to meet me face to face. You have wrestled with the idea of seeing Me and feeling My touch for far too long but many of you never thought it was possible. ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE with Me if you believe. I am releasing new keys to my sons and daughters. Those keys are being formed by your faith and faith releases them to you. They open doors to new realms. It is time to enter into new dimensions and meet me in the secret place.









3.05.2019

It's Time to Recognize the Counterfeit Feast to Make Way for Heaven Culture.


I had an open vision recently as I  had just sat down at my desk.

Immediately, As I walked into a very long rectangular room, like a corridor, I saw that there was an equally long table that stretched as far as my eye could see. It was placed in the center of the room and was accompanied by chairs that lined each side of the table. The table was made of beautiful dark mahogany with intricately carved wooden chairs upholstered with a deep red velvet. I noticed that there was a  deep blush pink satin runner that ran the entire length of the banquet table and draped about two feet of fabric over to finish off the ends. At first glance this table was lavish. Silver platters and tiered trays filled with gorgeous looking food that looked like something you would see straight out of a movie scene of a King's feast. I quickly surveyed the food choices, glistening chicken drumsticks, large grape clusters, petite cakes, loaves of bread, and an entire roasted turkey just to name a few. The platters and trays filled the table endlessly. It looked quite extraordinary, and most definitely fit for royalty.



I then took a couple of steps closer and walked right up to the edge of the table. Many people started to gather into this banquet hall, took a seat and settled into the velvet fabric looking comfortable and relaxed. As they were all waiting patiently for everyone to take their place, I looked down at the silver plates again and realized the food was plastic. Everything was airbrushed and made to look real from afar but in reality it was just play food.


After my disbelief of the counterfeit feast the room then split into two rooms, mirroring one another like a fun house. I then heard the Lord say, "You can't feast on the world and expect to look like Me."
I then looked to my right and it was the original banquet set up that I had surveyed and found to be plastic. The left looked identical to the right and I then stepped into the atmosphere of the mirrored room. I walked straight to the edge of that table but this time I could smell the fragrant feast and found the food to be real. It with neither plastic nor counterfeit.




Soon, the people gathered into the room, sat down and began to feast on the Kingdom's provision. It was a celebration with much happiness and joy. People were glad to be feasting with one another and I could feel fellowship and "togetherness" in the atmosphere of that room.

I then walked out of the left side room and stood on the outside of both rooms mirroring one another like looking at a split screen. I looked back into the left "joyful" room and my spirit leaped with excitement as the King's lavish love and joy was contagious. I couldn't help but smile. I glanced back in the original room with the plastic food and looked at the people sitting in those chairs. They didn't look very happy. On the outside they tried to put on a front that they were satisfied but deep down they were starving. They all looked around at each other with half smiles forced out of fake emotions.
One woman, in a business suit stood up and reached for a chicken drumstick. She then sat back down and stared at it on her plate. She placed a napkin in her lap as she was preparing to taste the plastic food. Everyone looked at her expectantly. She then took a bite  and chewed the plastic. Swallowed, then smiled like it was the best thing she had ever tasted. My heart was saddened for her. It was a counterfeit happiness and a meal that left her empty.

The Lord once again said "You can't feast on the world and expect to look like Me."

I stood there looking at both scenes. The happy people with a real Kingdom feast followed by the solemn, sad starving people who put up a facade of happiness while "enjoying" their fake feast.

I pondered this vision for a few days, not readily willing to jump to any conclusion on what the Father was trying to show me. I played it over and over in my mind. I prayed and asked for direction and while praying, a thought dropped into my heart. It was a simple statement.

YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT.

In today's society this is true to a lot of people in so many ways. What we eat affects our insides and how our bodies and minds function. A person can look healthy on the outside but because of what they choose to feed themselves their insides are failing and most of the time the person doesn't even recognize the symptoms until they need medical intervention.

The same exact thing can be applied to the modern day American motivational church. They have uplifting messages about how you too can be awesome, a coffee bar with your favorite drink, awesome music and all the coolest dressed people on stage. The physical appearance of the leadership and congregation look like the coolest things since sliced bread. So relevant to the world to reach the lost that they forget to actually cast out demons, deliver people from addictions and mindsets, not just give them a pep talk about it and heal the sick. There are no blind eyes being opened or the kabod glory weighing on people. Point being that they leave everything out that opens the windows of heaven for heaven to manifest here on earth in the local church. People come to be filled but they leave every Sunday never delivered or truly transformed by the glory of God. New week, same demons.

We are in a NOW season where God is opening the eyes of many and people are going to truly recognize the counterfeit feast. What once satisfied you will no longer and you will go search for the deep things of God so that you may partake of the Kingdom's feast. IT IS TIME! God is calling you to truly taste and see that the Lord is good (Psalm 34:8), not just talk about it. He is such a lavishly loving God. Deep calls out to deep and it's time that we crave more of the real Kingdom lifestyle. He so deeply desires to see people set free and feel loved unconditionally by Him.

God is starting to pour out his presence and glory like never before. There are tsunamic waves of love that will trickle in before each waves hits again and again and will only increase with each season. People are going to be publicly transformed by these waves of glory. It will be the greatest outpouring and harvest we have ever seen and it will be undeniable!


The Lord said, "You can't feast on the world and expect to look like Me."

The more you feast on the world the more you become like it. The more you feast on the deep things of God, you will look different. People WILL take notice. You will begin to mirror the One you encounter. 

Look at apostle Peter. He knew the spirit of God so intimately that everywhere he walked, people were healed just by his shadow falling on them. (Acts 5:15) That was because Peter mirrored the One he encountered and feasted with.

So, how do we know what we are feeding ourselves?
What are you listening to?
What are you watching?
What are you saying?
What are you thinking?
Who influences you and is giving you advice?
What do you crave in your life?
Who surrounds you?
What atmospheres are you hanging out in? Dry or alive?



It's time to truly look at the feast set before you and inspect what you have been feeding yourself with. God is readjusting  supernatural vision and desires. He's calling you to a very deep relationship with His Spirit that forms and transforms in the secret place. Are you ready?





2.03.2019

ARE YOU MARRIED ONLY ON SUNDAYS?



As I was sitting in my car, listening to worship music at a red light this past week, I looked around to fully observe my surroundings. It was lunch time on a main road in the city where I live which meant many people were traveling down this particular street. Everyone seemed to be in a hurry to get to where they wanted or needed to be to eat lunch or accomplish a certain task. As I observed, I started to think about the busy ways of life and then God suddenly interrupted my thoughts and with some sadness in His voice He said, "My people forget about me." I thought about that statement for a second and looked around once more at the people in the cars and standing at the crosswalks. I said, "I know Lord, I'm sorry. Forgive them."

I continued to ponder the Lord's words then thought to myself, how many people at this red light are actually thinking about God right now? How many are praising God in their cars? Was I the only one who was singing praises and talking to Him while stopped? I didn't know what they were thinking about at that moment, but I was saddened for the Lord. 

Fast forward to today.

As I was praying and cleaning up the kitchen the Lord stopped me and asked me a question. He said,
"Are you married only on Sundays?" I said, "NO! That's silly Lord. I'm married to my husband 24/7 and have a relationship every day of the week."

God replied, "Would you only acknowledge your relationship on Sundays and forget that you are married during the week?" I replied, "Of course not. You know that I talk to my husband everyday. Not just on Sundays. I don't act like I'm not married and do whatever I want during the week."

God replied again, "Well, that is what most of my bride does." 

My heart sunk. Wow, Lord, WOW.

He was right and once again my heart was sadden that His bride forgets about Him because of the busyness of life. 




Think about it. Would you not talk to or see your spouse all week and decide to only speak on Sundays? Sounds crazy right? Would you ignore them because it wasn't the designated day to acknowledge them out of obligation? 

The American way of life is to serve your 2 hour sentence every Sunday morning in a certain building, pray and sing a few songs to the All Mighty Judge, ask Him for a better life and for Him to meet all of your needs. Listen to a motivational speech on living the best life you can live, be inspired to be a good person and receive instructions on how not to sin then be released and hurry to go eat lunch. Phew, I put in my time. I did the right thing and showed up to church. I prayed. I sang, I listened and now I have a to-do list a mile long to accomplish for the week. Hurry up! Laundry is calling. Dishes are piled. Kids' school projects await. 

I get it! I really do. We ALL have a lot of things to do everyday here on Earth and it's hard to juggle it all. 

But, let me tell you this. There is a loving God, waiting with open arms, willing to help you with every task that you have on your list and He wants to do them together.

He wants to be a part of every area of your life. Even if it is laundry! 

Just like a loving spouse, He wants to be in your everyday life and involved and supportive of everything you do that is lined up with your destiny. Is laundry your destiny? Of course not, but having a relationship that guides you to your calling is.

Just because we put in our time and act like a bride on Sundays, doesn't mean we divorce ourselves on Mondays.



The Lord misses your companionship. He has emotions just like we do. He feels sadness when His bride forgets to spend time with Him. In fact, we were created for a relationship with Him. He wants to bless us. He wants to open up the Heavens over our lives and open crazy exciting doors for us because He is that loving! He wants to give of Himself lavishly. But, in reality, He can't do that if He doesn't have full access to our hearts and  receive our full bridal commitment.

2019 is setting us up for the upcoming 10 years of greatness. We must align ourselves to the will of the Father. We must act like brides that sacrifice our own wants and needs to accomplish the vision together. When we get married we lay down our personal agendas to create an agenda together. People say that marriage is 50/50 right? The same goes for the Kingdom of Heaven. We co-labor to create the future. Just like an actual marriage here on Earth. The supernatural realm teams up with the people of the Earth and we work together! Not just on Sundays but every day of the week, month and years to come. 

God is saying to His bride, "It's time to recommit and renew your precious vows to Me with your time and words. This will be necessary to step into your destiny as the plans written in My books are coming to fruition more quickly than before. Grab ahold of  the anointings and mantles that are being brought to you through your seeking. You must preserve and cherish the magnitude of these transfers. For some once belonged to others, but now it is time to transfer some of the weighty cloaks. You must remain in my Presence to receive fresh manna and revelation to gain the strength to carry such a thing. My glory will come in waves for behold I am doing a new thing! Prepare yourself in all aspects of your life to fully become my friend and bride. It is time to take the bridal veil off of your eyes and see Me for who I really am. Not through the fabric but face to face. I am calling you, my bride to an intimacy of deeper levels. Not through knowledge but by experiences. I will meet you at your deepest desires. It is time.

As you think about that word, break down the walls of your heart. Fully trust Him and recommit yourself to be His bride every day of the week. Ask Him to show you His world and that His glory will manifest in your life. The bible says you have not because you ask not. JAMES 4:2 The more you seek the more you find! Jeremiah 29:13.

HE'S WAITING FOR YOU TO MEET HIM IN THE SECRET PLACE!